#thoughts of today
Found out today that the payments on a tiny house are 500 a month. Get ready businesses in VT, cause this girl and her future tiny house on wheels is going to be headed your way in about 3 years after business school! :D
One of the things I want in a partner is someone who believes in magic. There are stories hidden in everything and I want someone who can see, appreciate, and share those stories.
I feel like half of a folk tale with all it’s faerie creatures holding their breath waiting for the changeling village girl to meet her destiny in the forest.
That’s the thing about my current career plans though. What if I’m just getting farther and farther away from the forest until I become the aunt with the grand library who reads and loves stories about magic, adventure, and true love but was never brave enough to strike out and find them for herself?
What would I tell myself then?
Go to the forest. Go work in the mountains. Build a tiny house and paint by the side of a lake in Vermont where there is universal health care.
Is there a chance of meeting someone who wants what I want in business school? Or will I be the changeling still?
I know it’s not about finding a partner. But I’m starting to wonder if I will have the strength to choose my own path after school is done or will I follow the dictates of fear and let the forest slip away?
Hopefully writing this down will remind me of what it is I want after all of this. Of who I am, and where I am going.
"She run’s wild and free. She’s a wanderer, a care-free spirit. She lives by the light of the sun and loves by the light of the moon."